We kicked off the month at the United States Institute of Peace building strategic partnerships, transitioned to the World Bank HQ to discuss actionable tools that accelerate learning globally, and then honored an invitation to the residence of the France Ambassador to Senegal- where we broke bread and brainstormed ideas to promote economic opportunities for Africa’s youth. In each encounter, valuable outcomes sprouted from seeds planted years prior. However, as I moved from one setting to the next, I was subtly reminded that although God prepares a table before us (Psalm 23:5), the table will always shake in the midst of the turbulence if we fail to seek spiritual rest…
That initial reminder was ignored. So it manifested in the physical where I abruptly fell sick beyond comprehension. Trapped behind closed doors, I was encouraged to reflect. It became vaguely clear; we often move at speed, pour our energy into transactions disguised as meaningful relationships, and with our expectations tucked up our sleeves. The reasoning behind this is glaring. Our egos often bark, “Be exceptional.” Our spirits often whisper, “You’re automatically the chosen exception when you cast your burdens on Him.” The reality is our societies often prime us to be in control so the ego often wins.
Upon finding the strength to move again, I honored an invitation to encourage 500 young ladies at Legacy Girl’s college in Ghana. Despite the obstacles thrown our way on the drive, the newfound approach and refined mentality never wavered. Pour it all out with zero expectations. Pour it up. Now the irony is the more I poured, the more I felt replenished (Ruth 2:12). The more I poured, the more I felt spiritually rested. The more I poured, the more the pieces came together- things became crystal clear. You see, no matter how much you may sleep, you may still feel empty and strangely tired because you may not have attained full rest. And it’s no secret your enemies will always fight you the hardest when they know God has something in store for you. There’s indeed something in store for you; it’s really not the best time to lose your grip- rest up fam.